China

     China is just around the corner.  It hasn't quite hit me yet that i am going to a country that will feel so alien to me. For who knows how long. The only thing that makes me know that it will be amazing is that God is there and he wants to do more than my little mind could ever imagine. Even though i feel sometimes that there is nothing i can possibly do to make a difference in such a vastly populated country. But i know underneath my doubt is a father who can do more than i could imagine if i will just surrender myself completely to him.  I don't ever know what tomorrow holds. I do know that God holds my life in his hands, and i have chosen to live free.